Domenica sera sono ritornata da un bel fine settimana a Locarno in Svizzera, quella "italiana". Di italiano però a parte la lingua non hanno nulla. Durante il viaggio di ritorno ho cominciato a pensare a quante differenze ci sono tra noi e loro,la stessa cosa mi è capitata dopo la vacanza ad Helsinki. Anche questa volta,mi sono vergognata di essere italiana. Mentre parlavamo della vita in Italia, dello stile, dei modi di fare...i ragazzi che ci ascoltavano ridevano divertiti ai nostri racconti, rimanevano increduli quando parlavamo del traffico, del lavoro, della politica. Loro ridevano, io anche ma dentro...dentro mi sarei seppellita all'istante dalla vergogna. Gli italiani sono simpatici ma a parte questo sono incivili, se possono fregarti non ci pensano due volte. Veniamo derisi a causa del nostro governo, dalla nostra opposizione fantasma e ridicola, dal nostro "premier" mafioso, ladro, pervertito e chi più ne ha più ne metta. In Svizzera gli stipendi sono alti, la vita costa cara è vero ma ti permette comunque di poter scegliere. In Italia non abbiamo scelta. L'Italia.... il paese dei "pastasciuttari e lamentoni", si perché solo that we do eat pasta and complain. Also to say that this and that do not fit, you do not arrive later this month that the law sucks, the government sucks, but we do nothing except complain. We remain impassive before the fact, we do not react, we bend to 90 and go! Unfortunately I'm Italian, I live in Italy unfortunately. Our country is so rich in history, beautiful places, culture but these things now are losing value. The unemployment rate is very high. If you have not studied can not aspire to good jobs, if you study you can not find a decent job and most times has nothing to do with what you have studied. Salaries are low compared to the cost of living. Salary average is between 800 and 1000 euro, only the rents from 400 up. To live alone is unthinkable, if you want to marry you can not even buy a house and furnish it. The banks do not willingly give mortgages, is the guarantor and the guarantor even if there is a risk that you can not have it the same as employment contracts are almost all fixed-term ... 3 months, 6 months, ass if you say one year! The work is not there and if you are lucky enough to find it does not give you any guarantee. So do not buy houses, we are not a family. We continue to complain and that's it. We are uncivilized, our streets are dirty, ruined. Are defaced monuments and houses. We have no respect for nature. The streets are like herds of wild beasts. Let always to cheat others. Education is dying. Our government ... ah yes, our government! A cluster of thieves and criminals. With exorbitant salaries, unjustified, we pay with our money. We absurd charges. You bought a car? Well, then, that the state wants to pay a fee each year for the car you own and you've already paid! The fee Rai?! The stamp for the passport? The tax on petrol!? The tax on bank account? We are taxed on everything just to ensure that those morons who are emeritus at the Government can scialaquare their fat ass in our face. We want to talk about the premier? That huge dickhead Silvio? There be more shameful? Foreign newspapers articles about articles about him, saying the rubbish, the immense figure of shit he does, his court cases. His place is in jail. But no ... it's free and continues to make her comfortable hog at our expense.
I'm very disappointed, angry, I feel taken for a ride and without hope. I see no future in my country. Many think that they are cowardly, that I gave up, which turned its back to my country ... in fact my country has turned against me. He left me in the shit, with a child to grow up without any help and protection.
So to hell, I go away from here. I was born in Italy almost 28 years ago, but I'm not Italian. This is not the place I call home.
not want to grow old here, I do not want to raise children and grandchildren here.
I go away, hopefully soon.
PS I apologize for confusing and vulgar style of the post.
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